And Now We get down to work

There is always a honeymoon.

Grown-ups get on with the deeper and more fulfilling part of relationships. Kids stay searching for more moons.

The Kids are All Right. Great movie to show that the adults are damaged and hurtful sometimes though the healthier ones are in a continuous state of correction. A plane they say is 99% of the time off-course and pilots spend their time gently bringing us back on course.

And so it is.

My life is amazing and good. I just have to see it. And when I get angry, sad, belligerent, upset, despondent, I just review what my life actually is and on my past reflect to bring myself back to noticing I'm all right.

These next weeks are full of work tasks, and I will balance that with my personal life goals with friends, family and myself at home.

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